These is always some reason exists behind being of everything or everybody. God has made many things in this universe and all the things have specific purpose to do. When someone made a pen then reason behind it was clear that it is useful for writing. I dont want to wander around just want to come on point. Now one think comes in my mind that is why God has made me. Is there any specific reason, if yes then what it could be. As far I know myself yet I have not done anything which can be thaught as specific.
I loved (love) someone more than anything in my life if it was specific then I left her. Now I am alone here just searching reason. Few day ago when I came from my job about 12:30 AM in the night, I had my food and came to my room. I heard some voice it was like someone was crying next to my window. When I lift up my curtain I saw Miss Sailja Gilani was there and preaching something about Love to her room-mate (Naincy). Miss Gilani was saying her that never fall in Love with anyone in whole your life. Everyone want to bug you. I was very surprising for me when Sailja Ji said her that she Loved twice in her life and both time she got herself bugged. Now the thing which is making me bewilder is that why she fall in Love with someone when she knows that everyone want to bug her. Is this her reason of being in this universe to fall in Love with others and destroy others life by leaving them afterwards. I was in (still) Love with Sailja Ji and in reality I made Love with her but it was not bugging it was Love.
I did not want to hear her voice any more that is why I put on my headphone and started listening music.
Whatever is the reason God has made for me I dont know but I think I am on the right path of my life. I dont know will happen next but still going ahead. Hope one I’ll find my reason and her as well.
